So I’m back here, all over again. I’m about to lose my directions in life and I have to pick myself up, bit by bit. Go me, I know I can do it.
I get that kinda feeling where I feel like life’s playing a joke on me. When I’m having my holidays, I’d miss school and secretly wish that the holidays would be over fast. But now that the holidays are finally over and I’m back to school like how I badly wanted 1.5 months back, I don’t look forward to school at all? Maybe the study mojo hasn’t kick in, maybe I need a little more time to adapt to this change? But what if the problem doesn’t lies on not having the motivation or adaption? I want my studying motivation to get back to me soon because with each day that it isn’t happening, I don’t look forward to anything at all. Here comes the irony, I’m dreading school so much now. But when I get into a working environment, I’m helluva certain that I’d want to lead my school life back again. This explains how I’m feeling now, I wanna treasure each and every passing day but I don’t know how to, yet. UGH. How pathetic huh?
Okay that aside.. I had steamboat with my dear ex-colleagues on Thursday. Yeah EX-COLLEAGUES ;( I had my fair share of fun and I hope that they do too. There’s this happiness living within me when I know that I’m gonna see them, idk how to explain but yeah I just feel that way. Now that school started, my life revolves around my little baby boy, my fav girls in school and my dear ex-colleagues. I need to make time to catch up with my Bestfriend and Joanna. All of them are such lovable beings that I’d never wanna lose. Big hugs and kisses for y’all!! XOXO
Gonna go for a jog around Bedok Reservoir later in the evening, ouhhh I can’t wait!! It’s such a pity that “my boss during work (Priscilla Sim!)” couldn’t join us. Reason being? She wants to sleep! GOSH, SHE’S AN EXAMPLE OF A TWO-LEGGED PIG :(:) Alright it’s getting late, I’m gonna crash and have sufficient rest for my jog with Xiuling later on. Tata!